Here's the story...
One of my favorite things in recent times to meditate to is Dr. Joe Dispenza's mp3, "Tuning Into New Potentials." Dr. Joe, mainly using the language of science, is dedicated to demonstrating and applying metaphysical, mystical, and spiritual understandings through physics and biology, for the purposes of enhancing our capacity to create our lives, our realities, consciously, through highly focused meditations. The New Potentials meditation is 45 minutes long. At the 16-minute mark, there is a 6-minute pause during which Dr. Joe ceases talking, and just the frequency of the music is heard.
It was during that break, on the morning of 1/1/15, that I found myself transported back to the beginning of my life... as Peter Loffredo.
I didn't make a decision, as such, to do this, and as the events proceeded, I was not directing what I was "seeing," either. I was simply in it, experiencing it.
I was born on the same birth date, to the same parents, only not on the timeline that I have always thought of as leading to my current life. In this lifetime, my parents were self-actualized, openly loving, balanced, wise beings, raising me once again in the 1960's, but not in the familiar terms as I've recalled them. We lived holistically and in harmony in a natural setting. Although my father was still a homebuilder, the homes that he built were in harmony with nature and our lifestyle. (He looked great with long grey hair and a beard, by the way. Much better than the crew-cut he had in my familiar timeline, no offense, Dad.) My mother, still mainly occupied with caring for her children and our home life, was free and beautiful and balanced, unencumbered by fears and self-doubt, and she did not need to create the cancer experience for herself in this new life.
My younger brother wasn't born 2 years after me, as he was in my familiar lifetime, but rather 6 years or so after me, so I was able to be more a genuine older brother to him. And my younger sister, as in the Paul Simon song, was perfectly "Born at the Right Time." Our family life was joyful, peaceful, fun, exciting and, quite astoundingly, free from any childhood illnesses, damaging accidents, or traumatic events. We actually even went, as a family, to the Woodstock Music Festival in 1969!
As I moved through this lifetime, I found that I chose not to have most of the relationships I had in the familiar life. My agreements and contracts with friends, relatives, lovers, etc., who were such an integral part of my story as I've known it, were completed, and so they were not part of my story in this new line. Nonetheless, as I proceeded through the years, I found each one of them, and simply raised a hand and touched them in love and gratitude to acknowledge their role in my journey, and then to say good-bye.
My work, my way of being of service throughout this lifetime, was as a writer, rather than as a psychotherapist. (Apparently, I had completed those many hundreds of agreements, as well!) I was successful and prosperous, but money was not an end in itself, but rather a support for and by-product of expressing myself joyfully and creatively in the world.
I found once again, in this new line of reality, my current love partner, and together, we raised our same two children once again, and while she and the biological father of said children still separated when the kids were young, it was a "5D break-up," without anger or strife, and with said father pursuing his passion to become an artist. (By the way, all I asked my love when I encountered her for the first time in this new lifetime was, "Will you walk with me?" And her simple, cocked head response was simply, "Walk with you?")
The lifetime continued on past the "present," into old age, with the kids having grown up to be wonderfully self-actualized human beings, pursuing their passions unencumbered into the future, and my love and I spent our days, she as a spiritual teacher, me as a writer, living in and always building our dream house on the ocean, in peace, passion and joy.
When the 6-minute break ended, Dr. Joe guided us to a place of experiencing gratitude for the life that was to come, the life that we had created energetically already in the "Quantum Field of Unlimited Potentials," and would be bringing down into physical form. I opened my eyes, looked at my love, and cried with deep feelings of joy and wonderment.
In 6 minutes, I had experienced an entire lifetime, free from any obstacles or suffering, and full of everything I could ever desire, and more. And as the tears streamed down from my eyes, I knew it was real. And not that the lifetimes I'd already lived were less worthy, not that the relationships I'd had were mistakes, not at all. They were all wonderful, intense, magical, crazy, delightful, powerful and challenging journeys to bring me back home, home to the person I always was and was now arriving back to being.
I was born at the right time.